Adoption News?

I wanted to give a little update on the adoption front... Yesterday I called our agency to make sure we've done everything on our end and to make sure that we're waiting for a referral (an available child that matches our preferences). She said that yes, we had done everything and yes we are in the waiting stage... As a matter of fact she said, "I was going to call you tomorrow to advise you with what region to start applying to...". I said, "Oh, are there some possiblities available?". She said that yes there were but was very tight lipped about it all. She just kept saying that she'd call me tomorrow (meaning today). Finally, at 4:30 today after jumping at every phone call, I decided to harass her myself. She apologized and said she was about to call me... The story is that there is an infant little girl availble BUT, there is another family with a complicated situation in front of us that she may or may not be referred to depending on some details... Are you following me so far? The bottom line is that at the end of this week or beginning of next, we may have a little baby girl referred to us. She is going to call me as soon as she hears from the other family's social worker. Once we have a 'referral', my understanding is we receive a picture with all the details available on that child. At that point we can send the information to the UofM and get their input on the health of the child. We then make a decision (ideally w/in a few days) as to whether we accept the referral or not. That is something I'm totally trusting the Lord about b/c it feels a little like we're playing God. Our agency and some friends I've talked with however assures me that you 'just know' when its right and that it is normal to turn down a referral. So, we'll see... Its a waiting game and a practice in putting our whole trust in the Lord. Like I told Judy from our agency, I fully believe that if this little girl is meant to be ours, God will make it happen. If not, our little girl is still out there. I trust that with my whole heart. Its been an emotional day... It was a year ago today, June 9th when we found out we were pregnant. God is a God of order and I don't look at this news today as coincidence. Whether or not this little girl is ours, He's birthing our new family of 5 to life. The posibility of this child being 'the one' has made this seem so real all of the sudden. Its no longer a future concept but a real child that will soon be in our home. Its so much to take in and I feel on the verge of tears everytime I dwell on it. I promise to keep you posted. I know many of you are vested in this emotionally along with us and I thank you for all your support and prayers. I'll take you along with us on this journey.